[vanitas]
looking at our past now, that was really dumb
crying in my front seat, I swore that I was numb
burning all our memories til I drop to the ground
blood dripping down my arm, smoke cooking up my lungs
I wonder when I fucked up
fucked up
our distance make me act up
act up
we were skin to skin but we barely chat now
open up my discord even though you're blocked out
I keep thinking up some nonsense
nauseous, my drugs got me mixed up
these percys and these xannys, yeah I swear the love is mutual
catch me when I'm sober, nowadays that shit's unusual
guess I'll take the L, this shit is unwinnable
bitch you know me well, next time u see me is at my funeral
how couldn't you tell? didn't I tell u I'm delusional
you got tired of my antics and you left me like I knew you would
pop these pills, til I pop my head
fuck my life, and fuck your friends
with my demons I make amends
burning bridges, I need a cleanse
don't need to keep up with all of these trends
building myself, so I could feel again
tired of tryna play pretend
all I know is I'm heaven sent
when I'm lost, it is you, that I'm seeking out
I don't care bout my pride yeah I need you now
when the time comes around that I figure it out
it's me and not you that needs bleeding out
[oninbo]
hate these turning fates
forsake me
run away from me
checking my brain for scabies
scratching gnawing at my hands
please do i have to panic?
do your dance, you actress and keep me in your contact list
i'll have to have it
my manic habits grandiose lately
looking for more ways to make me
less of me. hate me.
blessed be my angel although now she vanquished
i'm under her pink spell
i'm smelling my sheets now
flipping in my sleep loud
tripping 2 sheets down
clip into my teeth. POW
gnawing
clawing at my conciousness
gotta be honest
i'm all in it
honestly i'm falling
Self-described "power goth" band from Colorado goes maximalist with a strident album inspired by ’90s pop punk, emo, and alternative. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 30, 2023
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